Twenty years ago the Commander came into power and murdered all who opposed him. In his warped mind, the seven deadly sins were the downfall of society. He created the Hole where sinners are branded according to their sins and might survive a few years. At best.
Now LUST wraps around my neck like blue fingers strangling me. I’ve been accused of a crime I didn’t commit and now the Hole is my new home.
Darkness. Death. Violence. Pain.
Now every day is a fight for survival. But I won’t die. I won’t let them win.
The Hole can’t keep me. The Hole can’t break me.
I am more than my brand. I’m a fighter.
My name is Lexi Hamilton, and this is my story.
About the Authors:
Abi Ketner Is a registered nurse with a passion for novels, the beaches of St. John, and her Philadelphia Phillies. A talented singer, Abi loves to go running and spend lots of time with her family. She currently resides in Lancaster, Pennsylvania with her husband, triplet daughters and two very spoiled dogs.
Melissa Kalicicki received her bachelor’s degree from Millersville University in 2003. She married, had two boys and currently lives in Lancaster, Pennsylvania. Aside from reading and writing, her interests include running and mixed martial arts. She also remains an avid Cleveland sports fan.
Abi and Missy met in the summer of 1999 at college orientation and have been best friends ever since. After college, they added jobs, husbands and kids to their lives, but they still found time for their friendship. Instead of hanging out on weekends, they went to dinner once a month and reviewed books. What started out as an enjoyable hobby has now become an incredible adventure.
Chapter One
I’m buried six feet under, and no one
hears my screams.
The rope chafes as I loop it around my
neck. I pull down on it, making sure the knot is secure. It seems
sturdy enough.
My legs shake. My heart beats heavy in my
throat. Sweat pours down my back.
Death and I glare at each other through
my tears.
I take one last look at the crystal
chandelier, the foyer outlined with mirrors, and the flawless
decorations. No photographs adorn the walls. No happy memories here.
I’m ready to go. On the count of three.
I inhale, preparing myself for the
finality of it all. Dropping my hands, a glimmer catches my eye. It’s
my ring, the last precious gift my father gave me. I twist it around
to read the inscription. Picturing his face forces me to reconsider
my choice. He’d be heartbroken if he could see me now.
A door slams in the hallway, almost
causing me to lose my balance. My thoughts already muddled, I stand,
waiting with the rope around my neck. Voices I don’t recognize
creep through the walls.
Curiosity overshadows my current
thoughts. It’s late at night, and this is a secure building in High
Society. No one disturbs the peace here—ever. I tug on the noose
and pull it back over my head.
Peering through the eyehole in our
doorway, I see a large group of armed guards banging on my neighbors’
door. A heated conversation ensues, and my neighbors point toward my
family’s home.
It hits me. I’ve been accused and
they’re here to arrest me.
My father would want me to run, and in
that split second, I decide to listen to his voice within me.
Flinging myself forward in fear, I scramble up the marble staircase
and into my brother’s old bedroom. The door is partially covered,
but it exists. Pushing his dresser aside, my fingers claw at the
opening. Breathing hard, I lodge myself against it. Nothing. I step
back and kick it with all my strength. The wood splinters open, and
my foot gets caught. I wrench it backward, scraping my calf, but
adrenaline pushes me forward. The voices at the front door shout my
name.
On hands and knees, I squeeze through
the jagged opening. My brother left through this passage, and now
it’s my escape too. Cobwebs entangle my face, hands, and hair. At
the end, I feel for the knob, twisting it clockwise. It swings open,
creaking from disuse. I sprint into the hallway and smash through the
large fire escape doors at the end. A burst of cool air strikes me in
the face as I jump down the ladder.
Reaching the fifth floor, I knock on a
friend’s window. The lights flicker on, and I see the curtains
move, but no one answers. I bang on the window harder.
“Let me in! Please!” I say, but the
lights darken. They know I’ve been accused and refuse to help me.
Fear and adrenaline rush through my veins as I keep running, knocking
on more windows along the way. No one has mercy. They all know what
happens to sinners.
Another flight of stairs passes in a blur
when I hear the guards’ heavy footfalls from above. I can’t hide,
but I don’t want to go without trying.
Help me, Daddy. I need your strength
now.
My previous desolation evolves into a
will to survive. I have to keep
running, but I tremble and gasp for air. I steel my nerves and force
my body to keep moving. In a matter of minutes, my legs cramp and my
chest burns. I plunge to the ground, scraping my knee and elbow. A
moan escapes from my chest.
Gotta keep going.
“Stop!” Their voices bounce off the
buildings. “Lexi Hamilton, surrender yourself,” they command.
They’re gaining on me.
I resist the urge to glance back, running
into what I assume is an alley. I’m far from our high-rise in High
Society as I plunge into a poorer section of the city where the
streets all look the same and the darkness prevents me from
recognizing anything. I’m lost.
My first instinct is to leap into a
dumpster, but I retain enough sense to stay still. I crouch and peek
around it, watching them dash by. The abhorrent smell soon leaves me
vomiting until nothing remains in my stomach. Desperation overtakes
me, as I know my retching was anything but silent. My last few
seconds tick away before they find me. Everyone knows about their
special means of tracking sinners.
I push myself to my feet and look left,
right, and left again. Their batons click against their black,
leather belts, and their boots stomp the cement on both sides of me.
I shrink into myself. Their heavy steps mock my fear, growing closer
and closer until I know I’m trapped.
Never did I imagine they’d come for me.
Never did I imagine all those nights I heard them dragging someone
else away that I’d join them.
“You’re a sinner,” they say. “Time
to leave our society.”
I stand defiant. I refuse to bend or
break before them even as I shiver with fear.
“There’s no reason to make this
difficult. The more you cooperate, the smoother this will be for
everyone,” a guard says.
I cringe into the blackness along the
wall. I’m innocent, but they won’t believe me or care.
The next instant, my face slams into the
pavement as one guard plants a knee in my back and another handcuffs
me. A warm liquid trails into my mouth. Blood. Their fingers grip my
arms like steel traps as they peel me off the cement. The tops of my
shoes scrape along the ground as I’m dragged behind them until they
discard me into the back of a black vehicle. The doors slam in unison
with one guard stationed on each side of me, my shoulders digging
into their arms. The handcuffs dig into my wrists, so I clasp them
together hard behind me and press my back into the seat, unwilling to
admit how much it hurts. My dignity is all I have left.
Swallowing hard, I stare ahead to avoid
their eyes.
Did they need so many guards to
capture me?
I’m not carrying any weapons, nor do I
own any. I don’t even know self-defense. High Society frowns on
activities like that.
The driver jerks the vehicle around and I
try to keep my bearings, but it’s dark and the scenery changes too
fast. Hours pass and the air grows warmer, more humid, the farther we
drive. The landscape mutates from city to rolling hills. They don’t
bother blindfolding me because they escort all the sinners to the
same place—the Hole. Twenty-foot cement walls encase the chaos
within. There’s no way out and no way in unless they transport you.
They say the Hole is a prison with no rules. We learned about it last
year in twelfth grade.
To the outside, I’m filth now. I’ll
never be allowed to return to the life I knew. No one ever does.
“All sinners go through a
transformation,” one of the guards says to me. His smirk infuriates
me. “I’m sure you’ve heard all kinds of stories.” I don’t
respond. I don’t want to think about the things I’ve been told.
“You won’t last too long, though.
Young girls like you get eaten alive.” He pulls a strand of my hair
up to his face.
Get your hands off me, you pig.
I want to lash out, but resist. The punishment for disobeying
authority is severe, and I’m not positioned to defy him.
They’re the Guards of the Commander.
They’re chosen from a young age and trained in combat. They keep
the order of society by using violent methods of intimidation. No one
befriends a guard. Relationships with them are forbidden inside the
Hole.
Few have seen the commander. His identity
stays under lock and key. His own paranoia and desire to stay pure
drove him to live this way. He controls our depraved society and
believes sinners make the human race unforgivable. His power is a
crushing fist, rendering all beneath him helpless. So much so, even
family members turn on each other when an accusation surfaces. Just
an accusation. No trial, no evidence, nothing but an accusation.
I lose myself in thoughts of my father.
“Never show fear, Lexi,” my father
said to me before he was taken. “They’ll use it against you.”
His compassionate eyes filled with warning as he commanded me to be
strong. That was many years ago, but I remember it clearly. My
father. My rock. The one person in my life who provided unconditional
love.
The vehicle stops, and I’m jerked back
to reality. “Get out,” the guard orders while pulling me to my
feet. The doors slide open and the two guards lift me up and out into
the night. A windowless cement building looms in front of us, looking
barren in the darkness.
The coolness of the air sends a shiver up
my spine. This is really happening. I’ve been labeled a sinner. My
lip starts to quiver, but I bite it before anyone sees. They shove me
in line and I realize I’m not alone. Women and men stand with faces
frozen white in fear. A guard grabs my finger, pricks it, and dabs my
blood on a tiny microchip.
I follow the man in front of me into the
next room where we’re lined up facing the wall. Glancing right, I
see one of the men crying.
“Spread your legs,” one of the guards
says.
They remove my outer layers and their
hands roam up and down my body.
What do they think I could possibly be
hiding? I press my head into
the wall, trying to block out what they’re doing to me.
“MOVE!” a guard commands. So I
shuffle across the room, trying to cover up.
One.
Two.
Three.
Four.
Five of us sit in the holding room. One
by one, they pull people into the next room, forcing the rest of us
to wonder what torture we’ll endure. An agonizing amount of time
passes. I lean my head back and try to imagine a place far away. The
door opens.
“Lexi Hamilton.”
A guard escorts me out of the room, and I
don’t have time to look back. As soon as the door closes, they pick
me up and place me on a table. It’s cold and my skin sticks to it
slightly, like wet fingers on an ice cube. Then, they exit in
procession, and I lie on the table with a doctor standing over me.
His hands are busy as he speaks.
“Don’t move. This will only take a
few minutes. It’s time for you to be branded.”
A wet cloth that smells like rubbing
alcohol is used to clean my skin. Then he places a metal collar
around my neck.
Click. Click. Click.
The collar locks into place, and I
struggle to breathe. The doctor loosens it some as I focus on the
painted black words above me.
The Seven Deadly Sins:
Lust ¾
Blue
Gluttony ¾
Orange
Greed ¾
Yellow
Sloth ¾
Light Blue
Wrath ¾
Red
Envy ¾
Green
Pride ¾
Purple
“Memorize it. Might keep you alive
longer if you know who to stay away from.” He opens my mouth,
placing a bit inside. “Bite this.”
Within seconds, the collar heats from hot
to scorching. The smell of flesh sizzling makes my head spin. I bite
down so hard a tooth cracks.
“GRRRRRRRRR,” escapes from deep
within my chest. Just when I’m about to pass out, the temperature
drops, and the doctor loosens the collar.
He removes it and sits me up.
Excruciating pain rips through me and I’m on the verge of a mental
and physical breakdown. Focus.
Don’t pass out.
Stainless steel counters and boring white
walls press in on me. A guard laughs at me from an observation room
above and yells, “Blue. It’s a great color for a pretty young
thing like yourself.” His eyes dance with suggestion. The others
meander around like it’s business as usual.
I finally find my voice and turn to the
doctor.
“Are you going to give me clothes?” A
burning pain spreads like fire from my neck to my jaw, making me
wince.
He points to a set of folded grey scrubs
on a chair.
I cover myself as much as I can and scurry sideways. Grabbing my new
clothes, I pull the shirt over my head and try to avoid the raw meat
around my throat. I quickly knot the cord of my pants around my waist
and slide my feet into the hospital-issue slippers as the doctor
observes. He hands me a bag labeled with my name.
“Nothing is allowed through the door
but what we’ve given you,” he says.
I hide my right hand behind me, hoping no
one notices. A guard scans my body and opens his hand.
“Give it to me,” he says. “Don’t
make me rip off your finger.” He crouches down and I turn to stone.
I don’t know what to do, so I beg.
“My father gave this to me. Please,
let me keep it.” I smash my eyes shut and think of the moment my
father handed the golden ring to me.
“It was my mother’s ring,” he’d
said. “She’s the strongest woman I ever knew.” With tears in
his eyes, he reached for my hand. “Lexi, you’re exactly like her.
She’d want you to wear this. No matter how this world changes, you
can survive.” I turned the gold band over in my palm and read the
engraving.
You can overcome anything… short
of death.
“You’re going to take the one thing
that matters the most to me?” I say, glaring into the guard’s
emotionless eyes. “Isn’t it enough taking my life, dignity, and
respect?”
A hard blow falls upon my back. As I
fall, my hands shoot out to stop me from smashing into the wall in
front of me. The guard bends down and grabs my chin with his meaty
fist.
“Look at me,” he commands.
I look up and he smiles with
arrogance.
“What the hell?” He staggers a step
backward. “What’s wrong with you? What’s wrong with your eyes?”
“Nothing,” I respond, confused.
“What color are they?”
“Turquoise.” I glower at him.
“Interesting,” he says, regaining his
composure. “Now those’ll get you in trouble.”
Reality slaps me across the face. I have
my father’s eyes. They can't take them from me. I twist the ring
off my finger and drop it in his hand.
“Take the damn ring,” I say. I walk
to the door. He swipes a card and the massive door slides open to the
outside.
“You have to wear your hair back at all
times, so everyone knows what you are.” He hands me a tie, so I
pull my frizzy hair away from my face and secure it into a ponytail.
My neck burns and itches as my hand traces the scabs that have
already begun to form. Squinting ahead into the darkness, I almost
run into a guard standing on the sidewalk.
“Watch where you’re going,” he
says, shoving me backward. His stiff figure stands tall and I cringe
at the sharpness of his voice.
“Cole, this is your new assignment,
Lexi Hamilton. See to it she feels welcome in her new home.” The
guard departs with a salute.
“Let’s move,” Cole says.
I take two steps and collapse, my knees
giving out. The unforgiving pavement reopens the scrapes from earlier
and I struggle to stand. A powerful arm snatches me up, and I see his
face for the first time.
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